February 2012
i just feel really dumb so
i’m gonna finish listening to the main street area music and then go to sleep
goodnight
greenelixr replied to your post: literally need this dress by thursday what am i…
bring it to a tailer
do you know how much that costs? the dress itself was a bit more pricey than we would’ve liked so i don’t wanna ask my mom for that if it’s usually a lot
probably gonna go to bed soon so i can wake up early and put self tanner or s/t over these damn cuts before someone sees
i literally am so angry with myself
how dare i do this to myself
who the fuck do i think i am
literally need this dress by thursday what am i gonna do
shoulda gotten it sooner but
what is time management anyway
ron-swans0n replied to your post: wah dress is too big what do i do
where is it big?? b/c you can take it in
sleeves and everything above my belly button basically
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wah dress is too big what do i do
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i got my dress in the mail today but i’m not trying it on because of my stupid damn cuts
god why did i do that to myself why why why i’m such an idiot
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Anonymous asked: it's ME april duh xoxooxoxoxo gaby
goodnight angels
sTOP NO do not apologize to me god stop being so sincere and stuff stop it no shshhh
see i really hate getting mad at people because then they APOLOGIZE and i can’t stand that
it’s like
“wow april i’m so sorry oh my god you have no idea i’m just so sorr-“
“no stop i’m sorry you have to be sorry about anything stop please no stop apologizing no it’s okay if anything i’m sorry i’ve invaded your life with things to...
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Windows
destroyingpoetry:
he said imagine we are on a spaceship, okay?
okay. we’re on a spaceship.
imagine that that picture over there - the one of the woman
with snakes in her eyes
is our window. floating outside there’s all this dead matter everything’s
dead matter because we’re in space. look out the window.
are you really seeing dead matter?
(it sounded like a trick question) yes?—no?
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american idol please don’t break my heart please keep both of my boys in
the hunger games series is on my list of books to read this year
idk i never really cared to read them but i needed sixty books and that was a good +3 so
really though who was that
that was a really nice anon message
who was that
let me love you
Anonymous asked: hello april, my fair maiden, my love, you're perfect and you shine like the light from the sun love always, me
belleweasley replied to your post: my english teacher took twenty points off my…
bitch
see now that’s what i said
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my english teacher took twenty points off my research paper grade because i ended one of my paragraphs with a quote
half an hour longer until i can pretend to go to bed and not be questioned
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and how dare he tell me i don’t try when i’m trying harder to lose weight and be thin than i try in marching band school and basically anything else combined
how fucking dare he say that to me
it’s not my fault he’s never around to watch me live my life so of course he’s not going to know all the time i spend working out and how long i spend calculating calories...
you’d think i wouldn’t care what my dad thinks about me
but i do
i care a lot
and i don’t like him thinking i’m fat i really really don’t like it i don’t want him to see me like that i want him to be so blatantly wrong about that that anyone he says “my daughter is so fat” to will look at him like he’s insane
it just hurts a lot because
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